New trademarked series: The Complaining Chronicles.
Sometimes you just want to complain. Be pissed. Be annoyed, and not try make it better. Just let it suck, and be okay with that.
I'm tired of:
- caregiving and having no time for myself
- being overweight and even worrying now about needing to lose weight
- doing the same things day in and day out, only to do them again tomorrow
- doing all of this myself without any help/support
Do you know what it's like to be literally bone tired?
We are heading for a vacation, and I have to do all of the planning, all the meds, all of the everything. As much as I need a "break", I am ready to be back already, and relaxing. Is that weird?
Doesn't help that it's one million degrees outside.
Sigh... complaining over.
Health and Fitness Info
- I've done 2 Peloton classes (first in months)
- Done short meditations everyday
- Made myself take hot hot hot showers no matter how exhausted I am (Previously I was skipping showers on some days from sheer exhaustion)
- Threw away a few items items in the house just because I was sick of looking at them (I've done a minimalist purge a decade ago, but have the urge to do it again)
- Diet still needs work
- I need to drink more water
- Missed sleep one night. To bed at 3 am up at 8. Ouch.
My next complaining post will be much longer, but I am so annoyed that I can't even write more about it.
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